• 14 years old:  I'm young but I know what I want. This isn't that hard, I'm all grown up already and have everything figured out.
  • 17 years old:  Well, this is a little harder than I thought. School is almost ending. What am I going to do with my life?
  • 21 years old:  What the fuck is going on? Where are my socks?

PS.

Future posts are queued days, months and years from 2016.


Because I was very emo at that time.

I just really wanna say goodbye to this account.

things you should do in 2018

thejournalmami:

  1. love yourself
  2. forgive people 
  3. forgive yourself
  4. care less 
  5. enjoy every moment
  6. indulge in healthy relationships 
  7. indulge in healthy habits 
  8. learn from every mistake 
  9. do more of the things you like 
  10. read more 

There’s no signal out here. Only in the balcony where its really cold out, but I don’t mind. I can cry here.


I feel like it’s been a really long day. You see, I’ve been crying since yesterday. I don’t need to explain the hurt I’m feeling. I just feel.. like a plastic bag floating and being stepped on and poked, etc. I know I’ve hurt him too. And I’m sorry. I wish in all the stars that I stop making these stupid mistakes or like.. I wish I wasn’t such a failure all the time.


Kinda wanna disappear you know.

k.